What a friend?

Okay, so I just recently moved into my new house up here in the Pines, Before I moved here I was staying with a so called friend in Chico like a 45 min drive. The problem is I have a twin brother, who was friends with her too... (we stayed with her for like 3 months) He's known her longer too, but I thought me and her were getting along you know? My brother is down there in Chico hanging out with his best friend Justin, and he goes to her house a lot to hang out. So today my Mom called Jesse, and asked him if she could drop me off, since he'd been staying there for about 3-5 days, and I had to stay here and help babysit my aunts 4 year old with my mom. So she calls him and asks, and he asks Olivia, "can Maddie come over she's been stuck up there with nothing to do at all"(literally nothing to do here, and it's summer). So Olivia says "well... I don't really know her that well, maybe she can hang out with her own friends." Holy shit are you kiding me?? It turns out I knew she was in love with my brother Jesse, I saw hickeys on thier necks before. She's a user and wants him to herself. Jesse didn't even sitck up for me? So yeah she does'nt know me that well but I lived with her for 3 months? stfu. She made me feel this big ->. <-

I still have my faith in God. I think the only reason I'm stable is because of god. Without him I wouldn't live for anything. He's has givin so many great miracles to us. If you don't beleive in God just ask him to show himself, tell him to show he's real. He will, In one way or another. He loves you, no matter what, whatever you've done. You just have to believe. I'm trusting in him in these battles I have. I've lost my faith before, or at least so I thought. He brings me joy. I'm still not as close to him as I'd like, but I'm trying.

Praying for other people even those you hate will always make it resolved. revenge won't cut it.
He is a father to the fatherless. If your missing out on the love you never received, he's here to giive it to you. Always, he loves everyone even those who hate him. You just have to accept that love.

"Know god, known peace. No god, no peace."

I really feel like I'm appreciating the little things in
life now. And I i think everyone needs to also. Lots of people are greedy, money hungry. Giving makes me feel damn good, knowing that I can help someone. Like why can't we care or have any sympathy for others. I feel people are way to judgmental, it bugs me a lot. I hate when people say the homeless deserved it because they couldn't get a job. That's not always the case. People just don't understand the battles others go through. Stop thinking about yourself for once. I'm just kinda pissed at this world. Even myself. But whatever pretty soon there will be no middle class because everyone's getting poorer, the rich are getting richer. I feel in every subject this world is splitting into two. Even the law is breaking laws. And why are they enforcing more and more rules on us? It makes us want to rebel even more. This is my opinion on shit, you have a right to yours. I'm just sick of it.

God's children.

We are all so different...
In looks especially,
But deep down inside
Were all gods children
Stop judging one another
On their front cover
Open the book a listen
See how much you've been missin'

Harmony

She is for peace
He is for war
She is a lover
He is a fighter
We all need a mother
We all need a father